The friend I was going to live with in California has bailed, and once again, my faith in humanity weakens. After two weeks of intense planning, she did what most people do...what is best for her.
HOW CAN YOU NOT THINK ABOUT THE OTHER PERSON (or people) INVOLVED?!!!
I am now struggling to find student housing and have less than a month to do so.
Lesson Learned: You can NOT trust anyone, except maybe your parents.
The other realities in my life revolve entirely around my health. Routine doctor visits have left my sense of good health in despair. The gyno put me on a series of pills to cure a multitude of problems. The dentist is trying to save my teeth from future damage. And, now I have an appointment for oral surgery at the beginning of August. My body is falling apart, one piece at a time, and I didn't even know.
The kicker: It is almost all from stress.
The only real answer to all of my current problems is to move to a beach and never step more than 100 feet away from an ocean. Considering the closest beaches are probably covered in tar balls, that option is pretty mute.
So, I'm just going to have to keep on living. No matter how bad each day is, it can always be worse. And, no matter how bad it is when we go to bed, we will almost always wake up the next morning. Life just has to go on, but gosh dammit I wish it could be a little more fun.
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