Spooked

After a weekend of internalizing the B situation, hanging out with class mates, and catching up on school work, I'm feeling a little better about myself. Remembering I can survive all on my own is becoming easier and feels pretty good. I think I am growing up!! Scary!

Friday night had me pretty freaked out, but B and I came to a compromise. We are going to give it a slower, more casual, shot in a little over a week. We have a date set for the night the band (we met at) is playing.

The best news is that I'm not the reason B is spooked. It seems the last year I took learning all about myself, is actually what he's in the middle of now. I hope he can figure out what's important soon. I like him enough to wait...but, I'm just not sure how long.